YES... I AM PROCRASTINATING...

I shouldn't be doing this rite now...

BUT...

...You know what?

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!!!..

PS: Saja feeling2 emo malam ni... Tgh stress berabis.. huhu

Today is... SATURDAY!!!

Ho ho ho... jk =P

Just in the mood of updating bits of how I am these days~~



Just for the note: I AM NOT getting ENGAGED OR MARRIED HERE!!

This is how I looked in the recent Aidilfitri before going for the Raya's solat.



Och! Think I'm getting plumpier (if there's such word...).

Till then,

yunie

Copied from jasmine... ehehe.. Have I met MY GUY??

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
So-so la... at least, attractive in my eyes. LOL

2. Smart?
Of course. I need him to lead me, not me leading him. =P

3. Preferred age?
Older. But then, younger is not bad as well..

4. Preferred height?
TALLER than me... can't have people said he's my brother..

5. How about sense of humor?
Not too much... I can be very2 clueless at times...

6. How about piercings?
He better not have one...

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Urm... okay, lets admit it... no one is born without faults but to improvise yourself for your love ones is much better than doesn't want to change at all...

8. Pink hair?
Er, please don't. I'll shave it myself if I have to.

9. Mushy or no?
Mushy or sappy... please make it in moderate way.

10. Thin or fat?
Not too thin or fat.. I'm even trying to lose some weights here...

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
I'm okay with any shade but i seem to be more inclined to yellow. (plagiarized from jasmine)

12. Long hair or short hair?
Preferred BALDY. Ehehe...

13. Plastic or metal?
Er... no idea here...

14. Smells good?
Definitely, but not too much. My poor nose can't really handle strong smells.

15. Smoker?
NO

16. Drinker?
Refer to 15

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
I'll go for one..

18. Muscular?
Not like the Viking sorts la, so-so is acceptable.

19. Plays piano?
Not really a requirement, but it is fun if he can... =)

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Refer to 19.

21. Plays violin?
Refer to 19.

22. Sings very well?
Refer to 19.

23. Vain?
Hmm...

24. With glasses?
Cool if he is, but alright if he's not. =)

25. With braces?
Acceptable.

26. Shy type?
Okay but prefer loud one, since I rarely talk...

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
A reformed rebel.. hehe =P

28. Active or passive?
Active.

29. Tight or bomb?
What?

30. Singer or dancer?
Both. =)

31. Stunner?
In what way? Actions or words?

32. Hiphop?
Definitely nope.

33. Earrings?
Refer to 15.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-exes-until-you-drop?
Err... sure...

35. Dimples?
Okay la.

36. Bookworm?
Not totally, but armed with lots of knowledge is good..

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Once in a while la..

38. Playful?
Yes.

39. Flirt?
Depends on the situation.

40. Poem writer?
As long as I can understand it...

41. Serious?
Refer to 39.

42. Campus crush?
I had a number but I never really thought of having a serious relationship with any of them. (plagiarized from jasmine)

43. Painter?
Sure thing.

44. Religious?
YES.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Well... as long as he's not hurting other people's feeling when does so.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Internet freak la.. since I'm a computer games geek..

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Can be very helpful if we need to travel around...

48. Loyal or faithful?
BOTH.

49. Good kisser?
...hehe...

50. Loves children?
Of course.. =)

just something random...

1. I'm totally broke and at the mercy of my parents.... huhuhu...


2. Tomorrow gotta go to UiTM Menggatal to register for my supposedly offered Master in Edu. by Research. I wonder if I'm up to studying (again) after almost 11 years in the system. And how in the world I'm doing another research after the life-threatening AE in the last 3-forsaken months of torture???


3. I'm going to sleep right now. It's already 11:01 p.m here and I'm just doing this to make me sleep easily rather than worrying about tomorrow (heck, i'm still worrying about it..!!!)...


G'nite.


Yours truly,

yuni

reminiscing about first love....

Now I know....

Now I know....


After 2 days straight "k-box"-ing with my fellow hardcore comrades,

I've finally found my new "true call"...

= high notes songs~~~

Never thought that I will be able to sing them... ehehehe...

=P


truly,

yun yun

ps: gya & kiko, let's go, again~~~ <3
pss: dedz, jess & girl... ada kreta suda, sma2 la kta pg... ehehe

A Tribute for a Lost Friend...

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Who collided with pain and despair
Where no one would be able to understand
To share and to feel the shattering of emotions

It began since time that I did not know
In silence
Only as a paradise for two
I did not know
Only what others passed in murmurs

Layers by layers
It should have stop
I truly hope so
But love truly does not listen
Suffering for what love does best

It should have stop
I hoped she did
But fragile emotion was really hard to comprehend
We lost
For weeks with nothing

Then it came
In pain and despair
Confidence is not my forte
But I listened
To all of the story

I was heartbroken
How could she move on that path?
Why would she keep it in silence?
Did he care?
Did you?

I wanted to let them out
I did not want to stomach them
How could they?
But I still stand beside
To give comfort and guidance

Time went by
It slowly sinks in me
I began to wonder
What did she felt?
When the sign that should be a prove of love and wonder
Became the unforgivable?

How did it feel like?
When the balm of life
Became the poisonous crystals?
Killing it slowly and softly
To the drain

What can you see?
When it was immortalized
In dark and white and blue
For you to see and feel
The cost of blinded love

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Whom I wished for happiness and true love
To forgive and forget the unforgivable
To steer on the right path
For what is lost will never be as it is
To ask for the greatest forgiveness and repent
To be the butterfly of life
Whom God grace upon…


Truly yours,
Yun Yun