A Tribute for a Lost Friend...

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Who collided with pain and despair
Where no one would be able to understand
To share and to feel the shattering of emotions

It began since time that I did not know
In silence
Only as a paradise for two
I did not know
Only what others passed in murmurs

Layers by layers
It should have stop
I truly hope so
But love truly does not listen
Suffering for what love does best

It should have stop
I hoped she did
But fragile emotion was really hard to comprehend
We lost
For weeks with nothing

Then it came
In pain and despair
Confidence is not my forte
But I listened
To all of the story

I was heartbroken
How could she move on that path?
Why would she keep it in silence?
Did he care?
Did you?

I wanted to let them out
I did not want to stomach them
How could they?
But I still stand beside
To give comfort and guidance

Time went by
It slowly sinks in me
I began to wonder
What did she felt?
When the sign that should be a prove of love and wonder
Became the unforgivable?

How did it feel like?
When the balm of life
Became the poisonous crystals?
Killing it slowly and softly
To the drain

What can you see?
When it was immortalized
In dark and white and blue
For you to see and feel
The cost of blinded love

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Whom I wished for happiness and true love
To forgive and forget the unforgivable
To steer on the right path
For what is lost will never be as it is
To ask for the greatest forgiveness and repent
To be the butterfly of life
Whom God grace upon…


Truly yours,
Yun Yun