reminiscing about first love....

Now I know....

Now I know....


After 2 days straight "k-box"-ing with my fellow hardcore comrades,

I've finally found my new "true call"...

= high notes songs~~~

Never thought that I will be able to sing them... ehehehe...

=P


truly,

yun yun

ps: gya & kiko, let's go, again~~~ <3
pss: dedz, jess & girl... ada kreta suda, sma2 la kta pg... ehehe

A Tribute for a Lost Friend...

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Who collided with pain and despair
Where no one would be able to understand
To share and to feel the shattering of emotions

It began since time that I did not know
In silence
Only as a paradise for two
I did not know
Only what others passed in murmurs

Layers by layers
It should have stop
I truly hope so
But love truly does not listen
Suffering for what love does best

It should have stop
I hoped she did
But fragile emotion was really hard to comprehend
We lost
For weeks with nothing

Then it came
In pain and despair
Confidence is not my forte
But I listened
To all of the story

I was heartbroken
How could she move on that path?
Why would she keep it in silence?
Did he care?
Did you?

I wanted to let them out
I did not want to stomach them
How could they?
But I still stand beside
To give comfort and guidance

Time went by
It slowly sinks in me
I began to wonder
What did she felt?
When the sign that should be a prove of love and wonder
Became the unforgivable?

How did it feel like?
When the balm of life
Became the poisonous crystals?
Killing it slowly and softly
To the drain

What can you see?
When it was immortalized
In dark and white and blue
For you to see and feel
The cost of blinded love

This is a tribute
For a lost friend
Whom I wished for happiness and true love
To forgive and forget the unforgivable
To steer on the right path
For what is lost will never be as it is
To ask for the greatest forgiveness and repent
To be the butterfly of life
Whom God grace upon…


Truly yours,
Yun Yun

CALL is CALLing for me... =P

what a hectic 2 weeks time of the month....
blum msuk lg dgn academic project... huhu... =(
skrg ni kena buat CALL task 2 pla.... have 2 submit it by next monday...
not only that, we got 2 do a presentation for subject WIL la pula...

BUT.....

bila dpt rezeki mencurah2 ni, rasa mcm tak la burden sgt... hehehe.. =P

just a piece of me mind,
yuni

finally...

YES!!!

After the long (AN ABSOLUTE LONGGGGG~~~) wait, finally IT COMES!!!
YEAH!!!
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But, then... I've spent about 20% of them already... HUHUHU...

WHAT I'VE GOTTEN FOR MYSELF TODAY WAS:

1. NEW broadband modem (yep, my STUPID DiGi b/band modem was long "overdue", penipu punya DiGi, malas saya mo pigi hantar baiki lagi... have to wait for MONTHS when the warranty will be over for about yet another 2 months...!!!) for about MYR240! @_@ ouch!

2. Facial thingy for my sister (ye la, suda janji mo tolong kasi beli dia, mesti la ditunaikan... sigh~~):- neutrogena facial deep cleanser [MYR19.90], neutrogena facial toner [MYR16.90] and lastly, neutrogena uv protection lotion [MYR31.90]... Malas mo kira, but i have roughly paid for about MYR71/++

3. Maybeline Lip Smooth(NEW package) for about MYR9.90...

4. Some female thingy... [MYR9.90]

5. Car petrol [MYR25] (I'm an avid user of ESSO RON 97, smoother for your car engine and long lasting, lebih jimat, ma...)

= basically, i've took out MYR450/++, so, pandai-pandai la kira sendiri... LOL!!!

StAy GoLd by UtAdA hiKaRu...

Just something to share with y'all... If you're interested, you can see more on YouTube.com

Ciao~~ =)

what does it take for me to forget..?

Life is pretty amazing when you learned to view it from different or another perspectives. Many have wished for the impossible and got it, when many failed. Now that it has been years since what I could say to myself, "I am AN ADULT." The term "adult" itself began to show its presence to me, time after time.

There's so many thing that happened in my life and around me... The good, the bad, and maybe the worse, I don't know... Sometimes, I do wish that I hadn't do this and that... What makes it even worse is that after reminding yourself that, you let it happened... Then suddenly i realized, "AM I REALLY FIT TO GIVE ADVICE TO OTHERS WHEN I EVEN HAVEN'T THE LEAST EXPERIENCE ABOUT THAT MATTER?" A very good friend of mine will always come to me and shares whatever problems that she had, asking for advice or just someone to listen to, I don't really mind...

Frankly, I am as the bit of a CONVENTIONAL girl as you can see... Even before I went to the college or when I was still in the school. I viewed myself as a gullible and naive person... I still am, I guess... Therefore, when someone asked me, "to keep this as a secret," I'd really do that... Unconsciously, I think a part of me began to take it as a 'burden', while part of really didn't mind about that. BUT, as time goes by, you tend to get tired of that.

I am really a bad person, am I? Or too gullible? Naive? Because when others tell me that, "YOU ARE REALLY NICE" or "YOU'RE SWEET" or "YOU'RE VERY KIND", I feel like shouting to the world "I AM NOT THOSE KIND OF PERSON!!!".

A few days ago, we just celebrated my younger sister's birthday and her day of becoming an ADULT... I really wish her good fortunes for the days ahead, but in reality, I am envious of her. In reference to our personality, people tend to think that she's my OLDER sister, when I'm the ONE who is supposed to be the OLDER one! I crave for her maturity and way of thinking... Seems to be wishing for the impossible, isn't it?

It feels good to be reflective, now that i think of it..?